it’s amazing how quickly life can change in a week. i felt like i was on a good path, finally getting my shit together, enjoying the glimmer of a light at the end of the ol’ proverbial tunnel- and then this week? good hell. i feel like crying and throwing expensive things around the house.
my son’s girlfriend of 4 years broke up with him on sunday- out of nowhere- and he is devastated. i’m heartbroken for him, because she was his entire world. something is rotten in denmark- i don’t believe she acted on her own i’m sure her parents kind of forced this.
i also got news that someone i knew just had a heart attack and died out of nowhere, leaving his partner and everyone else in total shock. i just talked to him days before about wedding plans…. it’s so crazy.
there are a bunch of other messy little details in my life that seem to be unraveling when only days ago i was making a lot of forward progress…
the only constant is my partner. even at our eye-rolling-est snippiest prickly times he makes me smile. i look to putting a hand on his back as i am falling asleep. even though he works until 2 am, i can always text him; my lifeline to him.
i was feeling so insecure this weekend and almost effortlessly, he fixed my brain hurt. this is a new occurrence. he kissed away my self doubt and i love him all the more for it. our ten year anniversary is coming up next month and it’s amazing how much our relationship has evolved. i love him every second of every day and am thankful to have him as an anchor.