it’s been awhile since i did a mental check up/life evaluation and i said i would make sure to take time to keep myself focused on myself during this whole transition thing- it’s overdue.
i’ve been so busy writing advocate pieces and throwing articles to different sites that i just haven’t even had a chance to braindump in a very long time. i made and donated a few mosaic pieces to an art show at the GLCC- and succumbed to peer pressure to start an Etsy site. now i need to do a logo and Pinterest that- and all of that social media hullaballoo for that. my laptop had a wicked rotten virus, but, i actually fixed things myself- that NEVER happens! i’m pretty excited about it! we did a whole bunch of new (to us) things with the different GLBTQ groups, including a FASHION SWAP, trans partner support group and a lecture on HATE CRIMES. i set up a Gofundme account for bf’s top surgery and have been working on a bunch of fundraisers for that. Sonnyboy got a job- thank god- so that stress is FINALLY off my shoulders and i FINALLY feel like i can relax a tiny bit. i’ve been filling out a lot of apps and going on stupid interviews with places that i don’t belong… it’s been horrible. but through it all, i keep looking towards better days- credit cards gone, car paid off, vacation, breathing room……. *sigh*
i certainly haven’t gone to the gym enough and working out at home is usually ignored- but i’m working on that…. it just always seems the easiest thing to fall by the wayside, when meanwhile it should be the most important… in fact i think i’m going to go crawl onto the couch and fall asleep.